fuck it all

Mar. 4th, 2009 07:57 pm
Seriously, I wish I would figure out what to do already.

My work doesn't allow me to do stuff I want to do because instead of doing something I spend time convincing myself to work and doing shit that'll "only take 5 mins, tops!" in such numbers that it takes all my time.

I either need to set a time limit for this feeling or just admit that I'm bailing out. Even though I don't know what I want to do yet.

old news

Jul. 16th, 2007 09:03 pm
Today I suddenly felt that every person over 25 is an old bore. Not that they're old, and maybe not that boring, but after 25 it seems like they're stuck in their niche of interest.
Certainly not a new thought, but somehow it hit me like something I've never accepted before.
People who are interested in something, who could go on and on about the same thing - the problem with them that after 25 they're able to look at that thing longer and harder and talk about it in more length and in result they don't see anything else. People who are younger are eager to see more, and more, and more, but as soon as they find stuff they like and start paying more attention to it - they become boring.
Not a big deal if you see the person once or twice a week, or perhaps more often, but seldom one-on-one. But if you see the person every day, or just regularly enough - you slowly learn all stuff they say again and again, and it becomes obvious that they're simply repeating same thoughts.

It's so rare for people to remain interesting in close quarters. I shall value those who're able to.


Jul. 11th, 2007 11:07 am
I'm weird.
Can't stand reading news. Every mention makes me tired. A burst of activity on BBS made me cry.
I just can't.

I'm sorry.


Jun. 19th, 2007 02:25 pm
Was reading old jwebs - from 2006, 2005 even...
Kept thinking how lately there are no jwebs from Maru, and how I wish Ryo would take time to write something. Word-game will suffice too, though I would've preferred something random, outside-world inspired stuff.
I just keep thinking how even if I make any mistakes, there aren't anyone who could at least point it out for me... I need to stop comparing myself to others, right?

2007-06-14 17:14:35 )

2007-06-14 22:05:23 )
I liked Eito shoot in Wink Up so much! So different from usual stuff...

News Q&A.
Slowly, slowly... rainy season is here. So this month lets ask rain-related questions...

1. Have you shared the umbrella? Yes, no?
YT: Yep.
KK: Yes.
NR: Yep.
KS: Of course (I don't understand how it could be "no").
MT: Yep.
TY: Yes!

2. Outside its raining heavily. You don't have an umbrella. How will you get home?

YT: Call a taxi.
KK: Will run.
NR: Will run till I find a taxi.
KS: Will get home drenched.
MT: Will buy an umbrella.
TY: Will go home under the rain.

3. Have you ever made Teru Teru Bouzu*?
YT: Yes.
KK: Sometimes, the day before the sports meets.
NR: Made it when we went hiking.
KS: Made it. The day before the hike, for example.
MT: When there was a sports meets.
TY: The day before the hikes. (he's called ame otoko...)

4. How much do you trust the weather forecast's prediction of rain?
YT: I don't watch weather forecasts.
KK: 60%
NR: I don't watch weather forecasts.
KS: Less than 40%
MT: Don't trust.
TY: About 30%

5. Have you seen the rainbow?
YT: Yep. Last time I've seen it in Kyoto.
KK: Seen.
NR: Of course I've seen it!
KS: Naturally, yes.
MT: I've often seen it in grade school.
TY: Seen it in Guyana**

6. The rainy day image - which color it is?
YT: Blue
KK: Grey
NR: Aoi***
KS: Black.
MT: The darkish light blue (water blue).
TY: Light blue (water blue).

7. What rain says during the rainy season?
YT: Pachi-pachi
KK: Neta-neta
NR: Jime-jime
KS: Za~
MT: Jime-jime
TY: Ga~ga~

8. What creatures are happy when it's raining?
YT: Frog.
KK: Snail.
NR: Snail.
KS: Snail.
MT: Snail.
TY: Water-strider.

9. Tell the good points of the rain?
YT: Rice grows tasty.
KK: Possible to share the umbrella.
NR: After the rain always comes good weather.
KS: It's good for agriculture.
MT: I don't dislike the rain, so there is no bad points.
TY: Trees are happy.

* White doll, used to bring good weather the next day or luck in competition.
** Co-operative Republic of Guyana
*** blue-green. Nishikido, a truly japanese boy.
2007-06-03 13:04:17 )

2007-06-03 18:39:50 )

I'm ashamed to admit that I spent around 8 hours on ameblo. I can't even say that I was reading blogs - just shuffling through, catching whatever words I could and leaving others, because I couldn't be arsed to even copy-paste sentences to Babelfish or something.
I'm so useless -_-



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