fuck it all

Seriously, I wish I would figure out what to do already.

My work doesn't allow me to do stuff I want to do because instead of doing something I spend time convincing myself to work and doing shit that'll "only take 5 mins, tops!" in such numbers that it takes all my time.

I either need to set a time limit for this feeling or just admit that I'm bailing out. Even though I don't know what I want to do yet.